Things start changing

Things start changing. You have recived a creepy message while you were asleep in your room. it had a black chip enclosed and an unsigned message, "Catch me if you can"

Well, it was a strange and crazy week. Wushu performed for racial harmony and I wore this. People were allowed to wear the costumes but not many wore. Funnily enough chemistry class there is two excluding me!


That's Me and Melissa ;)


Me and Sangeetha. I kinda freaked when she did the v sign and copied her wushu style!

Dang, I look kinda cool!

I kinda got struck by an idea and been holding on to it. Hmm. You know, no one really believes that I don't like someone. This explains why through my secondary school years and now, they have been speculating who I really liked. Is that something in my face that's why? Haha

Half the class think I like Cherie, the other half thinks I like Zoe. Actually its not really half, but those who have an opinion are saying this. Hmn. Why can't they just think that I happen to be so ultra charming that both likes me! HAHA!

[jumps around in laughter]

Well... Some speculate I'm gay. That's what I AM! GAY = HAPPY!

I'm GAY (the happy one)

I'm GAY (the happy one)

I'm GAY (the happy one)

I'm GAY (the happy one)

I'm GAY (the happy one)

I'm GAY (the happy one)

[this scenario has turned retarded so the channel muted this program until the anchorman gets himself together]

Seriously, dudes, I like someone already and my heart is buried with that person. And I won't tell and I won't know! C'mon say awwww

[say awwww. Not very difficult. just open your mouth]

[I really mean it. Please say it]

[please?]

lmao. enough bad jokes.

Anyway on a serious note, a friend told me the importance of sharing Christ. You could be the chosen one. Or its your call[1800 C-A-L-L-4-G-O-D. lmao]

But let's just face it, would you like to see people who are your family and your friends burn in Hell?

Do you have the conviction to want to save them and tell them of the Saviour's love?

Am I cowering behind the fear of what will people think? Did it stop me?

Ow... too much hard questions. I'm off to drink water.

In hindsight

Lying in a lumpy bed, you wonder, now in hindsight if this chase was still worth it?

This was an unbearably stressful week, but in hindsight, it wasn't that bad. After all, if you are good enuff, i s'pose you neeed not worry too much.

Anyway, i suppose in oneway or another, adults feel contemptible of their past selves, their youthful selves, so they try and live through us, making sure we don't make their mistakes. And lo and behold. We become them. I heard it, children spending excessively, strangely enough, that's what their parents said too.

I think my so-called mental growth seems retarded. My mother began talking about boy-girl relationship. I can't really help it if I'm too charming. Lmao, sorry just kidding. But you can't deny I've got an electric personality.
[zap! smouldering remains of xingyu]

Zhonghua's off to China, I suspect he would leave a bit of himself back there. I think he knows it too. It is irreversible, just like salvation. Might be for good or for the worse. Well, i don't really want to think much, I'll go drink water.

I've got no pics this week. Wushu's performance is quite soon. I get the feeling of closing walls. Plus it coincided with the chem common test i need to study for. I didn't. Not enough time.

In hindsight, many things we do seem a little stupid, but let's just face it, what else could we have done, given the tension? Think? Don't make me laugh.
[giggles]

I'm a little on the nutty side.

Hope

You get into your vehicle and pursued the author whom you were tasked to find and inform your client. You have hope of finding him. No problem.

12 July

Crazy eh? Time has really went by. More than half the year has went by. I didn't really regret much of my life. Weird things have happened in my block.

Its so dark, some people wanted candles. You can see how it 'lights up' the whole block.

Weird things also happened in my life. It's not enough that people speculate about my feelings like they do to stocks(they CAN be quite funny). I've been declared a sister by some girls. -.-" People have no respect for an old man. lmao.

Everyone's strangely stressed over the Chemistry test, turned out to be so easy that my H1 class got stunned. So was I. But then again, like my old teacher said, the pro students will handle a test anytime, be it a day or a year's time. The weak students would not be able to handle a test, no matter if they had ten years of preparation.

This Saturday we had the nubian gents and feminine five in the church. They were a group who uses dance and song to praise and worship. It was cool. They had cool clickey movements, slick dance movements, some 14 year old girls who sings like a soprano and a little song that was too garbled for me. Not bad, I saw Pearlyn and Charmaine around, invited by Sangeetha. I had about as dangerously told Pearlyn to have more sleep as good old Edwin put himself here.

Yup that's him. Monkey blood runs in him. Fearless to the point of reckless and being skillful. I am that, without the skill part. I concede that I'm not skillful, except in lameness.
Anyway, I suspected that Pearlyn put on some gothic black thingy over her eyes. Well, some boys can't behave themselves when they are around girls. I think I'm one of them. I told her to get more sleep got she got black rings. She looked at me like I was an idiot. I was tactless alright. Haha. Ken lives dangerously.

Anyway, we went over to Muxin's house to celebrate, his,Xiaoye and ShiPing's birthday. All of them falling in month of July. We lay on some field and formed some words for Xiaoye. We followed Muxin to his house till Edwin drenched him in water. Beautiful. He did not expect that.


Xingyu Dragon-Slaying Chronicles episode 3. After many failed attempts to fight the vicious dragon. He takes a wooden stick to it and lets out a warcry. Sidesteppinga blast of fire, he leaps to the air with amazing dexterity to attempt to land a powerful blow to his ferocious enemy. Will he succeed? Or will he be eaten by the dragon? Stay tuned.

I read a book by Max Lucado called Travelling Light. Nice book. The Lord is my Shepard...I will fear no evil. I could feel power in such words. Such reviving hope. Zhonghua lent it to me. He's going to China for mission trip in earthquake area on monday. Needless to say, keep him in prayers. May he speak well in chinese and tell good chinese jokes too.

It has begun

It has begun. Both hunter and prey are acutely aware of each other now. you have hunted this elusive author of the holographic journal you hold over a great distance. In a confrontation, you have tussled with him and now, the chase is on.

6 July

Well, this is it. the beginning of many things. The week was a really bad one. It started off with a bit of violence, then a bit of disappointment then a bit of stress, followed by a bit of stress once more and a bit of depression.

Well, I can't deny I've been anticipating this, the first of my troubles as a believer in Christ. That's the violence involved and let's face it, telling you would not help at all.

Then I received disappointing results for my exams, which I should have done better for, I supposed I was distracted, but then again the strong will be the strong in spite of what state of mind they are in. Then it was the stress for preparing for the end of July wushu thing[that's why there's no Xing Yu Dragon Slaying Chronicles] Then we had History Common Test which was stressful. Then cell group people got a little trouble here and there. Someone's relative was admitted to hospital.

Sounds depressing and is very draining, this emotional roller coaster which I am on. Felt like getting a cigar to smoke, but I got the better alternative, I brought a lollipop and chewed on the stick. Way to tell your grandchildren how to deal with stress. Then again, I supposed, like what someone told me for young adults, things do not seem as bad as they appear, let's face it, you contemplate suicide when you fall out with a friend? Maybe that's why we really go emo and swing to really high when things happen. Often, what we feel do not actually reflect the situation itself. Lemme confirm that it is not from me. IT IS FROM SOMEONE ELSE.

But still it was draining and I feel like this.

Even in the state of feeling drained I have lady-killer looks. :)

But there's still something that sustains my spirit. We prayed for the person whose relative is in ICU.[I don't name the person for privacy purposes] Hours later, that person received a call, the relative was well and was eating bread.